YMonday, November 14, 2005
i hAtE dA fEeling oF sAdnEz bUt i cAn"t aVoId iT,hAiZ
wad abt 2dae?nthing special happen,still da same eat,slp,play...actually my dad wan brin mi gO da tie da tO massage my hand,cOs swollen ma...but he duno where sO in da end din gO...hehe,sO bored aT hm,siaN neh,tmr go"g tO chek jawa,hOpe ken play dere,although over ler,but i still v.pressure,kip on tinking of sumting,tink until headache...haiz,y everitime when i feel happi or get over a sad tingy,anOther had tO cum,i will gO crazy if dis gOes on,hOpe will b like last time...humans when dey hve sumting,dey dun treasure,when dey lose it,onli den dey regret...y dun treasure?if u treasure tings,u wun regret,ish it sO easy tO forget a persOn,one persOn dat u hve known fer mths n had given u all sOrt of care n cOncern dat nO nOrmal fren ken affOrd tO gif...if onli i ken lOse all my memOries den i wun feel sO miserable,am i nt cOnsiderate...if ppl leave u,u shld tink y?y ppl leave u,miTinG iSh A pLeAsUrE,pArTiN iSh A eXtRemE pAiN which ken kill u,i dun like partin,y muz ppl part,nO matter hOw haRD i try tO fOrget u,u will still b in my memOry..althOugh i sae i wanna fOrget u,but i realli can"t,aCtIoNs sPeAk lOuDeR dEn wOrDs hUr?i dunO y wO jiu shi zhuO bu daO...argh...wEi sHeN mE!!!
